Saturday, December 20, 2008

Nostalgila

BFF:
Ada lagu pas bgt didengerin abs ujan gini, coba browsing Flightless bird, american mouth. Bawaannya pengen dansa =))

SiAku:
Aih dansaaa hahahahah

BFF:
*maluwww*

SiAku:
Hihihihihihi! Jadi inget jaman BC Bar dulu... 'dansa' di atas bar :) good ol' times. Miss it.

BFF:
Wah... Untung dl blm musim digicam dan hp berkamera. Kl dah musim, kebayang muka kt bakal menghiasi FB semua anak akhensi =)) Mungkin ga' ya kt gelo2an kyk gt lg?

SiAku:
Hahahahaha bener jg! Bs gawaaaaat! Wah, I've been wondering about the same thing! Dah lama mikir gitu :)

BFF:
Me 2!!! But i keep thinking abt Kukka, kan msh ASI. Sayang kl ASInya 'terkontaminasi' :p

SiAku:
Hahahahahahaha bener! Jd? Tunggu brp taun lg? Hihihihi

BFF:
Tunggu Kukka umur 2 tahun, itu pun kl lo atau gw blm hamil lg =))

SiAku:
Hahahahah! Iya! Rencana Kukka 2 taun, insya Allah mo program lagi hihihi! Nunggu 2 taun lg, we'll be...36yrs!!! Tante girang bgt :p

BFF:
Matang tepatnya :D


*Aku & my BFF (tengah) di suatu Agency Night, BC Bar.
Sepasang ibu 1 anak yang sudah tidak terlalu muda, SMSan sambil bernostalgila sore-sore*


PS:
Ehm... Ke... Ternyata ada nih... Untung cuma 1 barbuknya :D


Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Karma Drama

“Awalnya curhat, timbul simpati, rasa suka, n parahnya bs jatuh hati, mrntku cowo itu lbh mudah jatuh kasian sm cewe. Jd better dihindari curhat2 cowo n cewe yg sdh berpasangan, curhat ya ke pasangan msg2 ato temen sejenis aja deh.. Krn aku ga suka pasanganku curhat ke lawan jenis, so I won't do that either ;)”

Ini respon dari temenku, yang udah berbaik hati mau ngejawab pertanyaanku beberapa hari lalu, dengan cukup serius :) Yes, a couple days ago, I’ve asked a lot of my friends salah satu masalah klasik buat yang udah punya pasangan: curhat sama temen lawan jenis.

Maap ya baru diposting sekarang hehehe... Anyways, jawabannya ternyata sangat bervariasi. Bahasa jawaban aku modif dikit yaa! Coz I intend to keep my promise that the answers would be posted as anonymous :)

1
“Gue punya temen curhat lawan jenis tapi ngga sudi ah kalo pasangan gue punya! Apalagi kalo temennya itu single. Cuih!”

2
“Gue punya, pasangan gue punya. Ngga apa-apa asal gue kenal juga sama temen curhatnya itu”

3
“Mmm.. Ngga apa-apa kali ya, pasangan punya temen curhat lawan jenis. Terutama kalo itu temennya dari jaman rikiplik! Tapi aku harus tetep kenal dulu! Eh, tapi kalo temennya itu cantik, ngga boleh ah! Hihihi!”

4
“Ngga rela pasangan punya temen curhat lawan jenis, so gue juga ngga punya. Lagipula menurut gue, pertemanan cewe ma cowo sering berujung ke arah hubungan yang romantis. Ngga pure!”

5
“Suamiku punya temen curhat cewe??? Amit-amit deh! Bete aku! Marah! Sebel! Awas aja deh kalo sampe ketauan aku! Tampar!!” (Galak bener :D)

6
“Saya punya temen curhat yang udah punya pasangan, mba :) Berhubung saya juga perempuan, saya juga tau lah perasaan pacarnya gimana sama saya. Saya juga mikir kalo jadi dia gimana. Makanya, saya minta dikenalin & mencoba untuk akrab juga sama pacarnya.”

Oya, ada nih 1 jawaban temen cowokku yang bikin aku senyum simpul mencibir :p

“Istriku juga punya temen curhat di kantornya. Aku sih ngga apa-apa. Soalnya.... Si cowo itu lebay sih hihihi!”

Huuuuuuu!!! Coba kalo temen curhat istrinya itu bak Edward Cullen :p Mmmpf... Egois? Manusiawi? Manusia (baca: COWO) emang egois :p

Btw kenapa sih aku nanya-nanya soal beginian? I just wanted to know whether I’m sane or being stupid. Now, after talking to you all, am sure glad I’m not crazy after all :) And which answer represents “me”? I would say, jawaban yang paling atas & number 4.

But you see, once upon a time, I held on to a saying “good things happen to good people”. I tried my best not to do the things that might hurt the people I love, respect and care about, with a naive thought that “Oh, if I don’t do this, then he won’t do it to me either.” Or “If I do this, then she will do the same thing for me.” I tried to emphatize. I tried to put myself in his/her shoes. Before I take an action, I would think “Would I like it if somebody does this to me?” or “If somebody give this to me, will I be happy?” or “If he says these words to me, will I be sad?” In many ways, this kind of thinking has changed me. I was happy because I was changing to a better “me”. Yet again, with a naive thought that others would do the same thing and we can all live happily ever after.

Now here is where I’ve made a major mistake. I was convinced that by being good, I will get “good”. And everything will be just fine.

Blah!
If only it was that simple...

Now, after awhile and many experiences later, I realize there is no such thing. Never expect anything from anyone! If you want to change for a better "you", change for yourself & only you. Not for the person you love. No naive thoughts attached. If you want to do good, do it for yourself & don't expect to get the same thing in return. At the end, you could rely only to yourself. Not even to your loved ones. In fact, the people you love are the ones who could hurt you the most.

Sarcastic? No. I’m just being realistic.


Love Letter

Dear God,

How are you?
I know...
It's been awhile...
It's been so long since the last time I poured my heart out to You.
It feels like forever since the last time I cried on Your warm shoulder.
It was ages ago since the last time I hugged You tight.

I miss You.
I really, really miss You.

If You're not very busy, could You stop by and say hi?
A little chat before I go to bed would be very nice.
Or a quick warm hug would also be enough.
Or if Your schedule is really packed, please just send me a note through my dreams.
A simple smiley on a Post-It would really make my day.

Okay, then.
I think I've said enough.
Hope to hear from You again soon.


Love always,
-me-


Thursday, December 11, 2008

Ibu

"Anakku cantik sekaliiii!"
"Waaaa!!! Bayiku pinter bangetttt deeeeh!"
"Sumpah deh! Anakku nih bayi paling lucu seDUNIA!!!"

Pfffft... :p

Jangan pernah nanya pendapat ibu tentang bayinya.
Si Ibu bakal jadi orang yang paling ngga obyektif seDUNIA!
Dan yang terpenting, she doesn't give a damn about what other people might think :D


*lagi nemenin Kukka main & guling-guling. Mukanya itu looo! Ngga ada lagi deh di dunia ini yang mukanya lucu beginii! Paling "kiyuuuut"!!*


Thursday, December 04, 2008

Simple Life

There were times when I wish my life is just ordinary.
I wouldn't have to wonder what was, is or will happen.
Everything would be predictable.
No drama, no suspicion, no tears or maybe even laughter.
It's just there for me to live in.
With a simple smile and a laid back mind.
My heart wouldn't make an anxious heartbeat.
And it surely would not break.
My mind wouldn't make a crazy twirl.
And it would not turn me in to insanity.
Everything would be okay, if not perfect.
Everything....would be....just fine.
.........................
..............................


Now I'm having a hard time to end this writing.
Especially when my heart is still aching.
Because I'm fully aware that there's no such thing as a simple life.
And if there is, then it wouldn't be called LIFE.
And I probably would not live in it.

Or even like it.